It’s amazing how a photograph can make you feel. I love this photo. I feel the love that they have for each other. Whether its a Mom and dad, Brother and sister or just two friends playing, I can feel something. And thats what true art and what real love is…It’s not when something looks perfect, but when it makes you feel something.
I am suddenly feeling like I am taking on the world…some of my greatest fears lately and it is fucking scary. I don’t dare talk about with with anyone for the fear of crying, or thinking about it more than I already do in private. I pretend everything is okay…but really I am worried about my family and I don’t know what I can do to make anything better if anything.
I can’t sleep well anymore…
I bury myself in school work, and projects and places to go in order to not think about it.