Because I don’t have the money 90% of the time after my food expires to get more….
If people are sending out negative energy and not meeting your expectations, it is important to send them unconditional love. They are simply being themselves, doing the best they know how. You will find great inner peace when you do not need others to act in a certain way to be happy yourself. When you send someone unconditional love, it is no longer possible for you to be harmed by his or her negative energy.
Never grow tired of hearing “I love you”, let it always grow like a mighty oak within your very soul, for words of admiration can have lasting affects. May your heart grow strong with the words that Christ tells us, allow His roots dig deep into you, for when life’s winds begin to blow and howl about you, His truth will not be moved and He will cause you to stand tall in the face of tragedy and heartbreak.
The thing that hurts the most is the fact that I lied to myself. I wanted things to be good so badly that I made up things to gloss over the bad parts. I know that sounds stupid, but that’s exactly what I did. I actually believed it too. To want is a bad thing sometimes. It gets people hurt. It got me hurt. The world is a lonely place and people will go to great lengths to find someone whom they can be with. Someone who doesn’t think that they’re a creep. Just wanting to be able to talk to someone, that want will make you do some nasty things to yourself.